When you lose, someone whom you love, words just can't express your thoughts.
When they break your heart, it's the hardest thing that you could ever go through. Too, no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think that you're getting better, but then each time when you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of that particular person, it hits you all over again; All at once, like a stab straight into your chest. You'll just fall apart, not knowing what to do next. You feel like crawling into your blanket, and never come out of it. You love this person wholeheartedly, even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than anything else in the world. They stole your happiness. Yet, you still want that person and nobody else, just him. Other people come along, and give you a chance to move on, but you know deep inside your heart that you're unwilling to. It upsets you that you might moving on, because you promised you never would. Even if they broke all of their promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. It's not like it matters anymore. At the end of the day, you're still thinking of the same exact person who left you hanging with your heart completely broken. You don't want to miss nor love them anymore, but you know you can't do it and you know you always will.



Oh god, i am so in love with One Direction, especially Louis and Zayn!! They are absolutely gorgeous. ;) X
So anyway, i'm home! Haha, i'd caught 'We Not Naughty' with my parents last night, it was plain amazing! Go and watch it right now if you have yet to! Yes, it's an order. N-O-T! Haha.

Just a side track, things had been tremendously improving lately. So yeap, i've got to thank Callista, Melanie and Menda for being by my side through the darkest moments of my life. I can't express the gratitude i have towards 'em. But really, i love them all. ;)



Oh yes, i am definitely loving the new Gif application that i'd downloaded like 2 days back? Haha. :D

He's tall and a trouble maker. Sometimes he's really quiet. He stares at me every moment. He's funny and he loves teasing me. He makes me smile when I am trying to pout, hugs me when I'm mad, cuddles me, holds me close when I'm sad, makes my heart melt, makes me laugh at things I don't even find funny, brightens my day with just one glance, he smiles and I'm smiling too, lets me know he loves me, takes my breath away with a kiss, I miss him while he's gone, and he’s the one who holds the key to my heart. He's not afraid to show me new things or suggest new things to me. Always willing to help someone out, or at least try. This is how I see my boyfriend he is the only guy I see and it's quite clear why he is everything to me.

This particular entry is obviously filled with love, hoho. Spread the love, Valentine's Day is approaching! Bwhaha, i am being random right now. Whatever. :P