Posted Jan 6, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
I'm struggling with unstable moodswings lately.
I'm losing track with my friends.
I'm going mad at that place, soon.
I'm no longer as hyper as before.
I'm not going to allow my vulnerable side to appear to any of you.
Was browsing through blogs earlier on as i was dead bored, and i'd realised that cyberspace is such a bore nowadays. Lazy to update my other blogs, as usual. Felt like ranting out all that's hidden right down inside me but someone might see it. :o
It's really weird for my posts to be short, 'cause almost all of my posts are wordy. Haha! :D
First day of school in 2010 was boring. Second day was sucky. Third day was worst.
Partly because of my prejudice against YOU. I would be happier with Callista, Felicia and Natasha around (in 2E1), but they are the committee members of 2E2 -.- Like what the hell.
Anyway, i wasn't able to meet up with Callista in the morning today. So made my way to school alone, as my brother had left home first. So i asked Natasha to meet me at the canteen.
I'd enjoyed Geography class today, and i had almost fallen a sleep during Maths lesson. I love recess as i get to spend time with my dearies. No comments for other lessons that i'd attended for today. :) Oh yeah, i enjoyed CCA today! HAHAHA.
I really do appreciate everything that my dearies had done for me, for the past few days - Always being there for me, always listening to my craps.
I'm really not looking forward to school. In fact, i dislike it for the very first time. I got like almost nobody to talk to now. Just like when i'm fucking in school, facing those 4 fucking walls, and some idiotic people and teachers.
Felt very pissed earlier on so i'd decided to publish this post out, sort of to let my anger out lol. But I'm fine now. Don't find me ironic, thanks. :@
Everything will be alright soon, don't worry too much okay! (..) Especially the both of you. :\
I'm never strong to begin with..