Posted Jan 28, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
I know i'll overcome all of this, i believe i can..
Everything will fall back into the correct alignment soon. :)
*Added more sentences in, scroll down! :D
I don't know what the hell is happening. No joke.. I failed my Chinese test, for the very first time in my entire life. Can you imagine me, failing my Chinese test, when i score A1 for every Chinese test that i sat for? From the happenings, i can really tell that i am not paying attention in class, this year especially. I'm not trying to say that my performance last year is fabulous, but what happened lately, is pure ridiculous. Honestly, i'm considered as lucky for not being oblivious to my surroundings. *Smiles* Well, i shall not elaborate anymore.
Yesterday - 27 January
Screwed up day. Group 8 had failed our Literature production, like what the fuck is wrong. We merely had time to practise our play, as our schedule clashes with each other's. CCA, remedials and homeworks, i totally have no time to handle my personal issues. On a much "happier" note, i didn't know there was a Chinese test. And i swear i did not have mood to sit for that paper.
Today - 28 January
Science : I wasn't prepared for the Science test, not at all. To my surprise, the paper was extremely easy.
English : I had not been handing up my homeworks on time, and i guess i'd surprised Mdm Prema, this time round. I handed up all my overdue homeworks. Heh! :D
She read out some of our compositions, and gave constructive comments about it. Was really glad that she did not read mine, for mine was crappy. :D
IT : It wasn't constructive at all, it was dead boring. Chatting session for the class, i guess?
Chinese : Received our test papers back, was utterly disappointed. I wanted to break down so badly then. But what's done is done. There was only 6 pupils who passed the test, awesome? :P
Geography : Did my Maths homework, when i am sitting right in the first row. Was caught for doing other subject's work. Geography lessons had never failed to make me laugh. HAHAHA.
Maths : Tried my best to concentrate, and i did! I learned a new topic, with the help of Andy. HAHAH. *Happy*
History : Change our "sitting" plan, decided to sit at the 2nd row, as i could not concentrate as the back. So yeah, i learned something new today! :P Damn happy. Heh.
Ate my lunch with Yelena, CCA started at 3.30pm sharp and ended at 6.30pm or so. Homed at 7pm! :P
Tonight is really a memorable one, you'll never know what happened! HAHAHA.
Current thoughts :
Scenario 1 :
Had been feeling devastated recently.. I had never once wanted to be unfriendly to you, not even once. In fact, i tried approaching you, but what do i get in return? Why the hell can't we just be normal friends, instead of frenemy? The cold shoulder that you had shoved me daily, suck big time. I don't understand the reason why you seem to be so unfriendly. No offence, but that's my opinion. You acted like a totally different person when you are with your friends, so what's happening now?
This issue had been bothering me, since the very first day of school. I really do wonder if this question "Why can't we be friends?" had once came across your mind.
Scenario 2 :
I don't see a need for people to quarrel over a blogskin, i meant seriously. Maybe i was wrong for using other's basecodes, but for a beginner - I swear i'd never went to any tutorial sites before, i don't see a need for us to create something out all by yourself. I'm not trying to say you can't, but it's difficult. Learning takes time, right? Furthermore, i did not ask Myles to award me with a SOTD, right?
Forget it, i'd decided to stay away from blogskinning for a period of time, this is getting me nowhere. I made something out with effort, and they claimed that no efforts seen, what the hell? They can choose to think that way, for all i care. God damn it.
This is not fucking the first time that this type of crappy situation is happening to me. I have enough of this. Zz. This is the very first time that i'm removing my SOTDs, in your face if you'd wanted this to happen. What's worse is that i don't even have time for my personal issues? Do you even think that i have time to learn more about codings? :o
P/S : No pictures for today. xD