Posted Feb 2, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
P/S : I'll apologise for the lack of updates in the future, so yeah. Life had been hectic, so do understand. Thanks
The first day of February was totally jerky, it was ruined by some reasons.
I'm seriously having a fucking hard time here, i'm really upset with all those things that has been happening around. 1E1'09 had been separated into different classes, i don't know who to go to now. No one seems to understand me, no one seems to know when i'm upset. I'm no longer mentally and physically strong, compared to the previous year. I'd been breaking down over minor stuffs. And there'll be more upcoming obstacles for me to overcome still.
I don't know how to carry on with everything, anymore. Problems after another, i'm not a wonderwoman, i can't handle things right after another. I need a break, i really do. Life seems extremely difficult, especially this year. I know i'll still have to move on no matter what. No worries, i'll try my best moving on. :)
Yock Yen, you'll have to be strong for the upcoming challenges that you'll be encountering, in life.
Y'know and i know what happened in particular. Well, i'm referring to the happenings in the morning. I was really pissed off early in the morning, and broke down instantly, after the reading session.
I am really sorry for worrying the whole lot of you again. Anyway, i've got to thank Callista, Felicia and Natasha for accompanying me up to Mrs Tan's homeroom for my first lesson today, and for lending me a listening ear. Not forgetting the fact that Yelena, Affi and Angeline for showing concern. Thanks. :P
Oh yeah! On a much happier note, i'd gotten an A1 for my Science test! Yay! HAHAHHA! :D However, i did really badly for my Maths test, boohoo.
Do understand that i'm not trying to pick up an argument with you, or whatever. but I really had enough of your nonsense. Oh yeah, i'll never forget you for spreading the rumours. I don't give a damn if you are trying to act as if everything is alright. But you're too overboard now. I'm definitely not interested to know the reason that you're doing this, but get a life, thanks. Even xx agrees with me.
This can be enlarged! Just simply click on the picture to enlarge it! :P
To Natasha Yap : Don't worry too much, my dear girl. Nothing related to this - The fight which happened between your parents and you, will happen again. Rest assured that everything will fall back into the right position soon. :)
To Callista : I know you are definitely vexed and angry about what happened during recess. Natasha, Felicia and i know what happened. I'll always be right by your side when you need help, no worries. :D Don't fret over what will be happening for this year's Valentines, it'll all be sweet okay! The more you think, the worst the matters will get. I can always be your Valentines though! LOL. :D
To Felicia : I perfectly understand the hard time that you're going through now. Cheer up soon, alright? Try not to think too much of what happened lately. Always remember the fact that you should not regret your choice. Since you'd chose to give up hopes on that person, so don't regret. :P
It hurts me alot when i see any one of you getting hurt. :\
It's been so long, since we last had a good talk, together. I miss the times when i secretly kiss Callista, and hear Natasha saying, "Omg, this is so wrong!". I miss the times when we stayed back in school together, to revise for tests. I miss the times when we have out outings. I miss the times when we have our lunch together on every Thursday.
I miss the times when we spend the entire day together, in school or outside..
But it seems to be fading, i meant everything. I'm sorry for not spending more quality time with y'guys, or i'd changed, perhaps..
Alright, we must take a picture together soon! I don't care! :D