Posted May 19, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
I've got no mood for everything. Camwhoring? Watching a movie with my ladies? Go on a shopping spree? No, no and no. My life is in a total mess now, only Yelena knows 70% of it. :P Had promised her to ask something personal only on Friday, haha. Anyway, i'd lunch with Yelena at Delifrance this afternoon. "I HATE MUSHROOMS."
Results for our MYE would be released tomorrow, i am really anxious. I can do perfectly nothing now as what's done is done. I'll just have to pray hard that nothing's going to happen tomorrow.
Friends (Part 1).
I tried my best moving on, but to no avail. Does she even know the definition of "friends"? Seriously, this is hurting and disappointing. 2010 just suck, don't you think so?
Friends (Part 2).
Because of some fucking minor misunderstandings, people hate me for nothing and accused me for doing some major bullshits, and gossiped behind me. Don't you think that you're only making you, yourself and the another party to suffer? You don't give others a chance, that's okay with me. BUT ironically, you're also not giving yourself a chance which is unfair to yourself. Hadn't you once felt that you're really exhausted carrying a hatred within you? You're only torturing yourself.
I just wanna make things clear, so i talked to some of 'em. The outcome was.. Unexpected. They told me exactly what the misunderstading was and all. I just need an explanation, that will do. I don't mind you hating me after that. ._.
Threw 85% of my negative thoughts to Yelena, she'd enlightened me. LOL.
This and that had happened lately, what can i do? I'm exhausted, really.