Posted Jun 1, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
It's not the goodbye that hurts, it's the flashback that follows. I tried avoiding that pair of gorgeous eyes, but to no avail. I want to look at it once more, but i know i can't. Some asked me to let go, while others asked me not to. My mind is in a whirl. I hate to admit this, but i want you back.
I tried my best forgetting everything, and to let go. I know i can't, and i will regret later, for what i am doing now.
I swear it's fucking unfair for what you'd done. You'd chose to give up, when i believe that we'll be able to make through. I should at least have the rights to speak up for myself and obtain what i want right? But you're not giving me a chance, in fact, you're not even giving yourself a chance to prove yourself wrong. All you do is think negatively. And all i can do is cry.
Sorry, but i'll not give up until the day "i've come to my senses".
And to the other you, stop asking me fucking obvious questions, i'll not tell you anything. Seriously. Oh yeah, just a gentle reminder. Don't come talking behind my back. :( I know everything that you don't want me to know. Hah. Maybe your friends had just sabotaged you. Awww, how cute.
Lastly, i think i seriously needa thank Bryan, Jie Yi, Kesinee & Louis for lending me their listening ears. :D