Posted Jul 16, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
My life is seriously filled with ups and downs lately, thanks to all the happenings. And please, don't jump to conclusions saying that "Yock Yen hates me! *Sad/Pissed off face*" or whatever. Thanks. I am vexed enough, it's just that i don't write it on my face (I mean it literally). (More @ here)
I am really.. Tired, be it physically or mentally. Throughout all the obstacles which i'd encountered, i'd finally grew to become stronger compared to before. I know i can't run away from the reality, i don't go like "*Cries to sleep, thinking* The reality is really cruel. I wanna run away from it." like how i did previously. In fact, i will and i know i can face the problems which are ahead of me starting from now.
As for those whom dislike me for certain things, i'll prove you wrong and chase your negative thoughts of me, away at least for now.
Trust, tell me what's trust. It takes months or even years to build just that 1% of trust, but a night or even seconds and minutes to have it entirely destroyed. I am really an idiot to trust you. 'She' was right, only Callista and the other 2 of my best friends can be trusted and not YOU.
No worries, i wouldn't make your life difficult. You'll still be my good friend, but you'll never ever be trusted again. :)