Posted Sep 14, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
I always wanted to vent on blogger. Chill man, what i meant was to type out my opinions and views for something. So, normally, i'd always click the text box and i just stare at it for quite some time. Then, when i begin to write a few words, i would tend to backspace it. It's not that i don't know what to say, it's just that I don't know how to express my thoughts well..
You know.. Sometimes, just a simple decision, can cause a really great impact on you. Sigh.
Secondly, don't you just hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually insecure about? And they don't even realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. But you can do and say perfectly nothing, because then people would know your weaknesses. They'd know how insecure you really are. So instead, you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.
Sometimes when people are sad, nothing can really bring them back up right away. Not words, good advices, or even the people around them trying to make them happy, can make them happy just like that. We should never tell someone to just cheer up and forget about everything that's holding them down, because we're not dealing with the pain in their heart. It takes both time and patience for someone to get back up. It's not that easy, really.