Posted Sep 18, 2010 // 0 comments (+)
I've tried to forget you. I've tried to move on. But every time I get anywhere close, memories come flooding back to me. People ask me what happened between us. I don't know how to answer them. Truth is, I don't even know what happened between us. One second we were great, the next you were gone.
Conclusion: Why do girls run from the ones that make them happy, and fight for the ones that make them cry?
Sometimes I don't realize it but I pretend like this "thing" doesn't hurt me, and instead it actually does. Like when someone brings up something I know that hurts me, I play it off by acting like I don’t care when I actually do. I wear a fake smile on my face like a fake designer bag, its not real but most people can't tell if it is or not unless you examine every aspect of it. So every time this "thing" is brought up, I act like I don't care and create a smile while on in inside I'm slowly dying. I just realized that I do this a lot to cover up my pain. Underneath this smile that I wear, is this pain that's slowly eating my heart away..
I'll be on hiatus until my EOY ends. Continue tagging me, i'll definitely reply to your tags. :)