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Since today, 31st December 2010 is the last day of 2010, i think i'll summarize EVERYTHING that happened in 2010. But in a monthly manner, do you get what i mean? o_o Yeah, you will know what i mean like .. Now.
January: I struggled really alot in the first month of 2010. Life was like hell. All of my good friends were in another class. But life wasn't really as bad as i'd this someone whom i can really rely on. So yeah, i managed to make it through.
February: Things was just starting to get better. But you know something? Rumours started coming into my life, as 'new entertainments'. Those who spreaded those rumours can seriously fuck themselves up. Thanks. :)
March: Aww, my birthday was being celebrated at the annual dance camp. I was quite saddened, 'cause i couldn't celebrate it with that someone. Uh, but honestly, i don't feel sad now. LOL. Okay whatever. This is the month when i received hell lots of presents from my loved ones and started having some close friends in my class!
April: I was facing some personal issues, hence, i couldn't really express my emotions well. And yeah, that's when some idiotic rumours started. Like what?! -.- Nevermind about that, i managed to celebrate that someone's birthday with him, haha. There was some childish fights in between, honestly. Tsk.
May: LIFE WAS LIKE SHIT. I faced an extremely hard time, i swear! Especially when i have to sit for my MYE too. And yes, i broke up with that someone at about the end of May. Well, do i look like i care now? Sadly, no. Okay, anyway, that month was cursed. I fought with my best friend, Callista, 'cause of something childish. Aigoo, to be honest, i was paranoid and sensitive back then. Upon seeing my MYE results, i was sad and regretted for not studying hard enough. Well, i did not even study for MYE, seriously..
June: Yeah, SOME people became my close friends, and yeah, we shared secrets. She (someone from that 'SOME people' category) made my life easier by advising me and lending me an attentive pair of ears. Thanks though. This was also the month when i FELT that i know who my true friends are. THAT WAS HOW I FELT BACK THEN, NOT FOR REAL.
July: Things got fucked up. I lost some of my close friends, and all. This month was practically shit, i was like having 'wars' daily. Argh, SOME fucked up and bitchy (BE IT GAY OR SHEMALE, I DON'T CARE) people came into my life and backstabbed, betrayed, and alot of unpleasant things happened. Those who i trusted had OBVIOUSLY abused my trust. -.-
August: Life got a lil' better. I started getting to know Tian Li and Rabail better. Therefore, Tian Li, Rabail, Yelena, Yi Zhen and i some sort of created a clique named 'Nanastars'. I love that clique, honestly. They are the ones who turned my frowns into smiles. I love them. ♥♥♥ But still, lots of unpleasant things which happened in July, were still continuing. I bucked up alot in that month, i started preparing myself for EOY.
September: I was really glad to see my results improving tremendously. If i remembered correctly, i got an A2 for History, and that's my weakest subject. Awesome or what! HAHA. Upon seeing my results, i was really contented and continued working hard, striving for what i'd wanted and expected myself to get.
October: EOY started, i got into the course (Triple Science & Double Math) that i desired. I was over the moon! Nanastars got to know each other better, and we started hanging out - Having lunch together and all. ♥
November: Shit happens, and i changed my definition of 'Friends' tremendously. I don't even treat some as my friends even though i see them daily. Well, i name them just as 'People whom i see daily'. LOL. Want my old pair of shoes? LOL, go on and take it. ^^
December: Unfortunately, shit still happens.. I quarrelled with my another best friend, well, that was just my wishful thinking. I treated her as my best friend wholeheartedly, and what i got in return was just "You aren't as important to me". I broke down, i ended up talking to my pillow. Pro or what. -.- Well, you see, i don't trust anyone fully. The most people can get (my trust) is just 65%. This was when i couldn't take it and changed my thinking and all.
Conclusion: This year .. It's taught me hell lots of things.. After reading what i'd typed, i realised how much i'd changed. I'd changed into someone whom i don't know, anymore.. The naive me is just dead and gone. Well, but at least, i know how the society is like, now. This society is full of backstabbers. -.-
Less is more. :)
My top 2010 friends: (Be it now or before) Callista, Kimberly, Natasha, Yelena, Yi Zhen, Rabail, Jing Ying, Tian Li, Jie Yi, Felice, Kesinee, Menda.
I would like to thank you guys for whatever that you'd done for me. :)
My favourite month(s) in 2010: February, March & December
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