Posted Jun 1, 2011 // 0 comments (+)Yay, Lithiumroses'd hit its 310th follower!
June holidays had finally approached us all! How have you guys been doing? Feelin' great because you guys can finally take a break from school? Uh huh, but that's not what and how i'm feeling. This 1 month break isn't like a break to me. In fact, it's the time when i must seriously buck up.
So now, i'm gonna rant my heart out, yes.
I love you. You frustrate the hell out of me. You make every worry disappear. You prove yourself insensitive. You make sure i know that you care. You've abandoned me when I needed you most. You've saved me from the worst nights of my life. You've made me cry for hours on end. You make me smile for days and days. You make me wish I had things I didn't. You help me appreciate what i have. You make me want to scream and punch a wall. You make me feel like i'm on top of the world. You make me ridiculously anxious. You make me obnoxiously happy. You show me real friendship. You've showed me what love is. You're my whole world. You're a complete dork. You're completely adorable. You know me better than anyone else ever could. You're my weakness. You make me so mad and then you make it better over and over again. You make me a better person. You changed my life for the better more than once. You give me not butterflies, but birds in my stomach. You make me want to run so far away i can't even see you as a dot in the distance. You make me want to jump into your arms and succumb to weakness. You make me want to make every second of your heartbreak and pain go away. You can make my whole day better with one simple word or smile. You're the most adorable person i've ever met. You're so funny. You help me realize i'm worth something. You help me get through the nights i feel like crying myself to sleep. You've always been here for me, even when i treated you like shit. You're the first to notice when i'm not okay. You're the one constantly telling me to smile when i'm sad, it helps the pain go away. You're the one that 85% of the songs on my iPod remind me of. You're constantly supporting me when i'm making healthy decisions, and encouraging me to make them when i'm not. You're the boy i can't stop thinking about. You're the boy who's constantly crossing my mind. You're the one who shows up in my dreams. And you know what? Despite everything we’ve been through - I love you, ♥.