It gets really depressing as time passes. Some days, i just feel like i'm wasting my time each time the mindset of "Hey, she's gonna change back to how she was before" flashes through my mind. But i guess not. What urges me to hold on to our friendship are the memories and that feeling of you coming back.

I'm really sorry but you're currently giving me the impression that you don't need me anymore. I've got to admit that we come from two different worlds, just like the North and South Pole. We aren't made for each other. But what hurts me the most is realizing that you had totally changed into a new person in a blink of an eye. On a second thought, i am affirmative that i can't accept the fact that you'd changed. You hadn't changed for the better, in fact, you'd changed for the worst. Perhaps, you're no longer the person whom i used to know.

I miss you so much, ex-bestfriend. xx.