Posted Feb 5, 2012 // 0 comments (+)
When you lose, someone whom you love, words just can't express your thoughts.
When they break your heart, it's the hardest thing that you could ever go through. Too, no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes away. You may think that you're getting better, but then each time when you get a flashback, or hear a song that reminds you of that particular person, it hits you all over again; All at once, like a stab straight into your chest. You'll just fall apart, not knowing what to do next. You feel like crawling into your blanket, and never come out of it. You love this person wholeheartedly, even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than anything else in the world. They stole your happiness. Yet, you still want that person and nobody else, just him. Other people come along, and give you a chance to move on, but you know deep inside your heart that you're unwilling to. It upsets you that you might moving on, because you promised you never would. Even if they broke all of their promises, you want to keep yours. On top of that, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again. It's not like it matters anymore. At the end of the day, you're still thinking of the same exact person who left you hanging with your heart completely broken. You don't want to miss nor love them anymore, but you know you can't do it and you know you always will.