Posted Feb 1, 2013 // 0 comments (+)Hi guys, I've been accepted into S'pore Poly's Banking and Financial Services. Yes, that's my first choice.
So, I've received my posting results yesterday. I dare not say I am dissatisfied with the choice I'm entitled to because I honestly don't know what I want in life just yet. Hmm. If (yeah, 'if' is often used to mention things that are not existed) I'd performed better for my 'O' Level, I'd have chose SAJC with no second thoughts. It's my ultimate dream school, sigh. Now, you must be wondering why didn't I consider taking the route of JC. Am I right? Well, let me tell you this. I no longer have the confidence in handling major exams such as 'O' or 'A' levels anymore. I have thought of getting into SRJC instead, but I do not have the faith of excelling for my 'A'. If I'd done better for my 'O', the drive and determination within me would differ from what I have now (I guess). Things'd definitely be different now, no doubts for that. To be honest, I am extremely envious of those whom are now a part of the SA family. Haha. I know deep inside my heart that I've disappointed my mom for not entering a JC, and for receiving such outrageous grades (Yes, i am 14-pointer loser. Uh, as in L1R5). Well, there's absolutely nothing that I can do about my results now. All I can do now is to have this awful feeling within me deeply anchored in my mind, and work hard for the upcoming challenges. I know I can do it.
A brand new start for a brand new year. That's pretty awesome, uh huh.