Posted Jun 13, 2015 // 0 comments (+)Hi guys! It's been 8 months since I last blogged, you can find me at Dayre though! You'll not be entitled to any awards if you know what's my username, hahaha! Ah, yes yes it is @findmeifyoucan.
Did you notice anything different? HAHAHA
Think I'll blog about the difference when I have the time or when I am not feeling lazy :P
Yeah, I'm finally seeing some light after experiencing the dark for the past month or two. For the past month, I've a deeper understanding towards several matters. I've learned and am still learning to accept what happens and that no matter how awful it seems at the time it's happening for a reason. I've learned that just because someone makes a promise doesn't mean they'll keep it. I've learned that life is supposed to be hard because nothing easy is ever worth it. Most importantly, the hell you're put through is only making you stronger (omg, Kelly Clarkson's Stronger is playing in my mind now hahaha), you've got to suck it up regardless and that person that was put in your life is there for a reason be it a lesson or a blessing. Sometimes the reason is alot bigger than you'll ever know. There'll definitely be changes in your life and these changes are inevitable. As humans, no doubt that every one of us will be exposed to different challenges in life but you've to muster the courage and cross these hurdles despite your reluctance and difficulty of the challenges in order to learn and grow to become a better person.
There'll certainly be bad days every now and then, but it'll surely come a day where everything turns out fine. Even if it doesn't feel okay for a long time or if it feels as though things will never be okay again, everything will work out in the end. As cliche as it sounds, there's always a rainbow after the rain. It may seem as though you are waiting for a rain in drought - waiting for the impossible to happen aka waiting for everything to be okay - but things will eventually fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion and live for the moments. Don't ever drown yourself in negativity during this period of 'recovery' though. It's really okay to feel upset from time to time but it's not okay to overthink and set yourself in the road of hopelessness and despair every single day. It's just, no, don't ever do that to yourself. You've got to play your part too in moving on and letting go of the things that are bothering you. You are the only person who can help yourself, nobody is going to be there for you all the time.
Okay, don't get me wrong. There'll be some angels who will be willing to lend you a helping hand but the help that they provide is and will be limited. So you've to be nice to yourself, be your best friend because when it all comes down to it, you're the only person who can truly make a difference and change things for the better. Keep yourself occupied and spend your time either recharging yourself or with people who matter. You'll be fine even before you know it. Keep your chin up, dress up and never give up. Love yourself as much as you can and accept that your flaws are just flaws, and everyone has them. You are so lovely, and I hope someday you can see that in yourself.
Be thankful for everything that has happened and appreciate all the good in your life.
Alright, till then. :)